Patreon Topic 90: On Retinues and Courts of Spirits

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From Maleck comes this topic:

“Some gods, for example Dionysus, are noted to have retinue or courts of other spirits. Can you talk about your experiences with gods and their retinues, particularly if you’ve experienced gods without attestation of such in the lore having them?”

Much of my experiences with the retinue and courts of spirits that Gods hold are often off the map of what lore we have. Even for those retinue or courts of spirits that are attested, my experiences tend to be a bit afield from what can be understood through written sources. An example: except for a few modern folks who identify as maenads, we have only the written sources to explore them prior to modern experiences with them. My experience with Gods that have retinues and/or courts is that those retinues and courts alike serve different functions depending on the God and the reason for that retinue or court existing. Even those Gods whose courts or retinue seem to be the same tend to have sharp, important differences.

My experience with Dionysos’ retinue has been one of praise, of making the way for the God, and inviting others to join the ongoing throng. Save for Dionysos Himself, the retinue is generally made up of mortals. In my experience, this retinue is made up of the mortals who swore themselves to Him and/or the paths He laid down prior to their death. Sometimes this retinue exists to bring on the bacchic states of mind that allow for transformation, and others, they drive transformation and madness not unlike driving cattle. Appropriate, given the name archbokolos and bokolos for head or arch-priest and priest, with bokolos related to cow-herd. A bright contrast might be seen with processions these retinue carry out. I tend to associate the more bokolos-led retinue with praise and worship, whereas I associate the maenads with madness and transformation, particularly when the maenads lead, and in their mad fury, seek to rip Dionysos apart, a praising and sacrificing of the God that sweeps up all in their path into their fury.

My experience with Frigg’s Council could not be more different. Each are Goddesses unto Themselves, serving in Frigg’s Council in some way as a helpmeet. I tend to find Them as a whole rather calm. Among the Council are: Frigg Herself, Saga, Eír, Gefjon, Fulla, Sjofn, Lofn, Var, Vör, Syn, Hlin, Snotra, and Gná. Each carries some great megin with Them in Council and brings that to bear when needed. Where Dionysos’ retinue is wild, often screaming, fierce, and feral, I once heard a devotee call Frigg’s Council is like a board meeting for a CEO, and I think it is apt. She and Her retinue tend to be very to-the-point, business-like at times. Of Her Council I interact the most with Eír, as She and Menglöð are the ones I tend to pray to when healing requests come to me. Most of my experiences with Frigg’s Council lie with Eír and Frigg Herself rather than the assembled Council, though on the few times I have been in Their Presence it has been both delightful and awe-inspiring.

Óðinn’s retinue I have a bit more experience with, as I hold a cultus with The Wild Hunt, to which He is one of the heads. I have seen Him lead the Hunt, pass off the responsibility, and co-leads with various Gods. In all of them He and His retinue are wild, fierce, sometimes unhinged, and yet, at times, well-conducted. It makes sense, given one of His heiti is Harjan, one of the translations for it being Lord of Hosts. In a lot of ways His retinue here reminds me of Dionysos’. It can carry His ferocity, to be sure, but it can also carry His edge of implacability, and the march of thousands of doomed feet, hooves, and paws that have found new life in the retinue.

Óðinn’s court is a pretty big about-face from experiencing Him leading the Wild Hunt. Here, Hávi, the High One, and Fimbulþulr, Mighty Thulr, comes forward. A þulr or thulr is one who is knowledgeable and wise. When He is seated at Hliðskjalf, His High Seat, and has assembled His court and/or is in Council with the Æsir, He may retain that edge of ferocity and frenzy, yet I feel it tempered with cold reason, manipulation, diplomacy, tactics, and tact. He seems the most a Chieftain to me in this way, and here what is best for the Æsir rules the day whereas The Wild Hunt, at least when He leads it, seems to be an extension or imbued with His fury and frenzy.

My experience with Freyr’s retinue, the Revelry, I can only really guess at. Given the experiences Maleck has related about Them, I am fairly certain that I have interacted with Them. To my understanding They are more oriented around spreading His blessings from the lands of the Dead to the lands of Life. Not all are peaceful, cuddly Beings. After all, these are Beings that have come back from the land of the Dead. My feeling that the Álfar who accompany Freyr from His journey to and from the mound are powerful, regal figures who carry various megin of Their own relevant to the trials He faces on exiting Helheim or traversing back to life.

While all I have given here are snapshots of my experience, it is my hope to communicate the ideas of these retinues, courts, and councils. Especially when it comes the The Revelry, I do not have as much experience as others do, and many of my experiences with the retinue of The Wild Hunt are bound up in experiences that are personal and powerful. Perhaps another time I can do a deeper drill down into particular experiences with these various Gods and Their retinues, Councils, and Courts.

Patreon Topic 75: On the Acquiring and Use of Tools

If you want to submit a topic you would like me to write on for this blog or my Patreon, sign up for the Ansuz level or above here on my Patreon. From Maleck comes this topic:

“Tools. What tools play a role in your practice? Are they necessary, or beneficial but not required? How do you approach pre-made tools vs tools you make yourself? Do you have a ritual or process for bringing a tool into your practice or enlivening it?”

Tools are largely human inventions made to address our needs and wants. They are the means through which we do work. We use them for practically everything. Wheels and inclines to make it easier to move objects. Pullies to lift, and cogs and mechanisms of all kinds to machines work that create and sustain our lives. There is nothing in our lives untouched by tools. Sometimes just to appreciate how far we have come in the endeavor of toolmaking it is instructive to learn about ancient tools and techniques, like flint-knapping to make knives, or ancient methods of firemaking. Fiber arts of all kinds, basket-weaving, and hide-tanning allow us to carry things from place to place. It is funny how much these technologies get buried while most of them are still with us in some way. We still use them in much the same way, too. What is done less often is making these things wholly by hand.

There is a huge difference in the needs of knowledge and experience between lighting a fire with a bowdrill or a flint and steel vs that of a lighter. Not only is there more physical effort involved, you also have to understand more of the how and why of what you are doing when lighting a fire. You need to understand what tinder and kindling is, what is best for your area, and how a given tinder may or may not light in the conditions you are in. You need to know if a given piece of kindling will be more or less useful in keeping a fire going, and what kinds of burnable materials you will need from there if you want to build up to a bigger fire. You need to have a basic understanding of how to work with the wind, especially if your fire is going to exposed to a lot of it. So much goes into making a safe, effective fire however you get it started. The relatively simple tools for firemaking, for me, bring a certain dimension of sacredness through the work and knowledge required to do it well.

Simple tools are not inherently holy and complex tools inherently unholy. Neither is one inherently better than the other. They are tools. In my animist view, all are alive. The big difference in my understanding between simple and complex tools, spiritually, is how many vaettir are involved. With a more integrated piece of equipment like a motherboard there’s more areas where, if a part goes down, the whole thing cannot work. It’s rather like a human society that way.

I know when a lot of modern Pagan, Heathen, animist, and polytheist folks use the word ‘tool’ we’re often talking about ritual tools like ritual knives (eg athame), staves, stang, wands, Runes, Ogham, and tarot among others. In my view a lot of these ‘tools’ are allies. Most, if not all of them are ensouled in some fashion in my understanding and worldview. The Runevaettir inhabit my Runes. The wolf pelt, bones, and necklaces connect me with my own úlfheðinn souls and wolf/wolf-aligned Ginnreginn. Most of my knives, staves, and other tool-allies were gifted to me, whether by landvaettir in the case of many of my staves, or my iron Runes, knives, and many of the spiritworker bags that hold sacred items.

As much as I believe tools are part of our kit and identity as human beings, I also believe we need tools of some kind to pursue spiritual endeavors and work. Whether it is beads to count prayers, Runes to divine with, statues for connection, it makes things far easier to do when spiritual tools are mindfully involved. Now, many practitioners will say the only thing you need to have in order to do magic is power and will. The case is often made here, is that magic does not require any outward tools to operate, as the outward tools direct energy.

What I find happens a lot of times with this perspective is that the tools we might physically own are swapped out for purely psychological, astral, or spiritual tools. Even more stripped down versions of magical practice may still work with diagrams and/or iconography on paper, substituting material tools for less substantive/idealized ones. Moreover, this perspective also completely ignores that there are certain vaettir whose connections, relationships, and physical being cannot be replaced by the logic of this model.

I will use a knife as an example. A spiritually empowered/ensouled knife is not only useful for spiritually cutting things. The knife is useful for cutting things physically in addition to the psychological and spiritual effect embedded within the physical action of cutting. Removing physical applications from magic serves to merely psychologize, sanitize, and, in many cases, disenchants magic. Ironically, it severs the very real connection between the physical soul(s) doing work with a physical object to accomplish a spiritual end. It sanitizes the act of what cutting is: a violent act enacted upon another thing.

When I work with one of my spiritual/ensouled knives I am working with my physical body, the physical soul body of the knife, and including both of our minds, and many other souls, eg Önd, Hamr, etc, to accomplish the end for which I am wielding the knife. Cutting veggies and meat to prepare a meal is no less potent in its power, use of magic, or its holiness than cutting cords between myself and another Being or working with the knife to ward a space. They are different uses of power, different kinds of magic, and different expressions of holiness.

The connections and relationships I have, retain, maintain, empower, and experience with my pelt are had with my pelt. When I put on my wolf pelt I am connecting with Them through my souls. They, in turn, are connecting with me through Theirs. The wolf pelt is one of my souls and I, Their own. In putting on the wolf skin I am physically connected with Them, I am mindfully connected with Them, I am spiritually connected with Them. I cannot substitute this physicality and still will retain the results I get from working with my pelt. Even when not near my pelt it still does all this work as it is a physical expression of my soul. This Gebo goes both ways, as I also give expression to the wolf of the pelt and Their souls too.

How does this approach work with pre-made tools? When someone hands me a pre-made tool, whether a gift or something I buy, my first act with them is usually to cleanse them. When I go to make a tool I will cleanse myself and the materials I work with. During the creation process I will cleanse myself and the tool multiple times. The reason I do this is to start my work with the tool itself as best as I can without the distraction, intrusion, or interruption of other energies, Beings, and the like. Whether I am making the tool, being gifted it, or buying it, the cleansing work is to keep the process as wholly devoted to the act of creating a good relationship with the tool.

The process of enlivening a tool depends on a lot of factors, including how I received it, if it already has a/several indwelling vaettir, the purpose of the tool, the condition of the tool (e.g. do I need to repair the body of the tool or modify it) prior to work, and if I am working with the tool on behalf of one of my Ginnreginn or if I am bringing it into my toolbox for my own purposes. A lot of the gifted tools I receive already have vaettir, so it is not so much a process of housing a vaettir as getting to know who is already there. A lot of the tools I have created are composite vaettir who unify into the final shape and spirit of the tool itself.

An excellent friend of mine, Pat of Five Feline Forge, the blacksmith who forged my iron Runes, worked with me on making my first knife out of a railroad spike. I can see why, after all that damn work, that North Asian shamans need blacksmiths for their spirit objects and why it is often said that many blacksmiths outclass shamans in terms of power. For more on this subject in particular, please read Spirit Voices: The Mysteries and Magic of North Asian Shamanism by David Shi. You can find it here. I did not finish the knife on my own. Pat heat treated it, put an edge on it, and blued it. My iron Runes and this knife are among my most prized spiritual items.

If the tool was gifted, after I have cleansed Them, I will usually begin speaking with the tool. When I am making the tool I will begin speaking with Them as a whole tool after They has become enlivened. During the process I will often speak with the individual parts as They come together into Their final shape of the tool. This was what happened when I worked on the knife with Pat. We would start by making offerings to the Dvergar, the Eldrvaettir, and the various Beings who were making up the knife itself. Both he and the Dvergr who was with us during the process were patient teachers. Pat would offer comments as I worked, sometimes showing me and sometimes letting me hammer out what he was trying to get me to do. Truly, there is nothing like feeling and seeing red metal stretching between your hammer and an anvil. Four tool spirits, the hammer, tongs, anvil, and forge, together bringing another into life. There is nothing like holding a spiritual tool in your hands that you had a big hand in bringing to life. Once finished, sometimes the tool will gift me with its name, and other times just calling it something like “my knife” will work for our relationship. I tend to name my cars, but my current car has so far evaded a name and has not been pressed to give me one to call it. Some of the tools I work with have secret names only we share.

Why might a tool have a secret name only you know? It may be used as a spiritual weapon and knowing the name makes it so wherever you are the spirit of the weapon can be summoned for work. A secret name can be like a passcode, whether for discernment or to be sure the tool will not used against you. More generally regarding names, sometimes we are gifted names, whetherthat is something the tool calls us or something we call the tool, as a form of trust and bond-making. Sometimes the relationship we hold with the tool is precious to us and/or Them, and so, this is another way of solidifying this idea. Sometimes our tools are imbued with megin and other qualities by our Ginnreginn, and this naming of Them is a recognition of that. Sometimes we just want to be fancy, silly, or just enjoy naming, and so, our tools accept a name or give us one to call Them.

After the initial conversation(s) with the tool I will then do whatever magical work is needed to prepare/finalize the tool for work. For some tools, such as a woodburnt bindrune, this may take anywhere from a few minutes to 30 days. When I did the 30 Days of Magic challenge put on by Andrieh Vitimus I dedicated 30 days to making two of Them. I detailed this here for the Creation Ritual and here for the Daily Empowerment Ritual. If you ever feel called to do a ritual like this, I highly recommend it. It was a powerful experience for me, and the bindrune I eventually gave away was well-received. If I am developing a bindrune for someone in crisis, need, or something short-term, I will generally make it fairly quickly. These, however, were dedicated long-term rituals and worked with to produce ongoing long-term results. Several of my bindrunes which I kept from similar projects were made like this and are still in use.

Once the beginning work has been done then comes the real meat of any relationship: maintaining it. This is doing whatever daily work, e.g. the Daily Empowerment Ritual above, offerings, and working with the tool to an end, for a project, etc. There is nothing wrong with collecting items in and of itself. I collected Magic cards for a lot of years. I love my book collections. However, the purpose of spiritual tools is to be used to do some kind of work. It seems to me to be rather rude to invite someone into your home and practice, only to then ignore Them.

Something that we do not talk about often enough is what to do with spiritual tools once your relationship with Them has run its course. I think that, with permission of the vaettir, gifting Them to someone else is a great thing. It keeps Them in practice, others benefit from the megin and magic that you have made with Them, and someone else gets to develop a relationship with Them. If a given tool is dangerous for anyone else to work with, it is especially tied to you, or if the tool is demanding it, you will need to find a way to decommission/destroy the tool, protect Them after your death, or to be absolutely sure They are buried with you. If you are taking certain tools to your grave, figuratively if not literally, then it is on you to spell that out (heh) in your documents such as your living will and to make your loved ones and community aware of it. If it is part of your relationship to decommission or destroy a tool then make sure this is done. Tools that are dishonored in this way may cause harm to your own souls, that of your community, or that of whoever might pick up the tool at an estate sale.

If a given tool is going to outlast you, especially if there are particular requirements They have for being worked with, you need to pass these instructions on along with the tool. If only certain folks should work with the tool or interact with the vaettir in it that need to be noted. Ideally, any rituals and work needing to be done so it is passed on in a good way will be done well before you die. This is also why having extensive and, more to the point, accessible information for anyone who might receive your spiritual items is important. If the only way for someone to receive how to work with the tool is to receive the information orally and/or through experience or ritual, then you need to make provisions for this while you still have full capabilities to do so. If folks are only allowed to touch your tools if they are of your lineage, tradition, or have certain initiations, then anyone coming into contact with your materials, let alone your spiritwork tools, needs to know this. Likewise, any apprentices, students, loved ones, tribe, etc need to know what protocols there are for handling your things, tools included, so that your death and especially your afterlife is as uncomplicated as possible.

Having spiritual tools is a powerful part of being a Heathen, let alone a spiritworker. The lessons, relationship, and work we can make together are beautiful, deep, and strong. The relationships we form with Them and bring into our other relationships can ripple far and wide, bridging Worlds and generations. My living relationships with my wolf pelt, spirit knife, and my iron Runes are plenty testament to that. As with any relationship, those we hold with our spiritual tools bring obligation, care, and work of its own. I find them to be well worth the effort, given the depth, megin, and hamignja I have built, that I then bring into other every relationship I hold.

Patreon Poem/Prayer/Song 80: For Marijuana/Lady Mary Jane

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This request was made by Maleck for Marijuana/Lady Mary Jane.

Hail to the Sacred Green Lady!

Hail to the Lady of 3, 5, 7, 9, 13

Hail to the Pyramid-Rooted

Hail to the Tall-Grower

Hail to Marijuana, Lady Mary Jane, Kannabis

Hail to Pot, Weed, and Kush

Thank You for Your blessed bliss

Thank You for paper

Thank You for euphoria

Thank You for fiber

Thank You for calm

Thank You for Your gentle touch

Thank You for laughter

Thank You for Connection

Blessed Herb, Blesséd Lady of Greens, Ever-blessing

Who blesses the mouth and the mind

Who blesses the body and soul

Who brings spirits together

Sacrament and Wisdom-Keeper

Door-opener and Wildheart Tamer

Stiller and Seer

May my heart be open

May my body be made ready

May my mind be eased

May my spirit breathe with You

Patreon Poem/Prayer/Song 79: For Móðguðr

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This request was made by Cunnian for Móðguðr.

Hel-shoes tred the long path | bone-bleached stones beckoning

The feet of the fallen | must walk the way with wariness

The rushing river sprays the soles with rime

Black armor burns | by the arc of Sunna’s sojourn

Sentinel stare surveying | the quiet cadence of the corpse-train

The march setting on the swathe of the Gjallarbrú

Cold is the Goddess’ gaze | lighting on the Hel-bound host

Searing hungry spirits | foes that feast on fjör

The maws sundered by merciless megin

Gjöll’s paths and power | by Her Will it is won

Gifted by Hel’s hand | ichor and ice infuse

The hamr made fearsome with frost’s fury

Many may pass Móðguðr | yet few see the Goddess’ face

Wrathful is reckoned | Hel’s holy help

The bearer may be blessed in bravery

AGF 110 – Answering Hard Questions

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AGF 109 – Witchcraft Isn’t Safe, Nor Should It Be

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Patreon Poem/Prayer/Song 73: For Eir

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This request was made by Precious Fire for Eir. I felt called to make two prayers when I wrote this.

For the Teacher of Healers

The joining of bone to bone and flesh to flesh

The joining of herb and water

The joining of fire and words

You have taught healers Their Craft

The separation of flesh from flesh and body from body

The separation of splinter and skin

The separation of aches and sores

You have taught healers Their Craft

The creation of compound from compound and skin from skin

The creation of medicine and poison

The creation of healing and power

You have taught healers Their Craft

The teaching of health from health and sickness from sickness

The teaching of recovery and wholeness

The teaching of care and hope

You have taught healers Their Craft

Hail Eir, Holy Healer!

Prayer 2: For the Healers, Doctors, and Staff

Because You learned from Menglöð

You have taught how to learn

Because You have studied from Menglöð

You have taught how to study

Because You have apprenticed from Menglöð

You have taught how to apprentice

May the Healer, the Doctor, the Staff who work to heal

Be Blessed by Your example

With cunning and craft, skill and studiousness, wit and wisdom

May They do well by Your worthy example

Hail Eir!

Patreon Topic 65: On Balancing Having Conversations vs Privacy

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From Maleck comes this topic:

“How do you personally balance the desire to have deeper conversations, 301 and above, with the need for both privacy and safety in these conversations? In a practical, “what do you do?” sense?”

Whether or not I choose to share something is based on a few factors. First among them are: is this something I feel safe in divulging? Second, am I cleared by oath, bond, obligation, and my own understanding of appropriateness if this is something I can speak with another person on? Third, is this a person I trust with my privacy and safety? Fourth, does this person have the depth to understand this subject on a 300+ level conversation?

If all of these are answered yes, I then ask more questions to determine whether or not a 300+ level conversation is warranted.

Does the person at hand understand what I am sharing? I mean this in a number of ways.

Intellectually. Do they understand the material(s) at hand? Do they have relevant backround to be informed in a discussion? If they do not, are they interested in learning or exchanging ideas? Will the conversation be stimulating to them?

Emotionally. Can they handle my emotions in sharing? Can they handle their own emotions that may arise in response to my sharing, the conversation, or ideas themselves being discussed? Are there triggers associated with the discussion topic that they cannot handle or will need time to work through? Will the conversation be satisfying for them to have?

Socially. Can they keep the conversation between us? Are they willing to suspend judgment/fixing/other responses unless asked? Do they understand the depth of meaning it holds? Would this person appreciate knowing this information? Is this information they have shown an interest in? Will the conversation deepen our relationship, add depth to it, or give us more areas to speak on?

Religiously. Do they understand the subject itself being discussed within the religion’s view? Are they part of the religion or adjacent to it, and if not, can they hold a respectful conversation on the topic? Do they understand the subject’s implications, and the ideas we are exchanging? Will the conversation be affirming, challenging, or both? Will the conversation add to their/my understanding of the religion(s), spiritual technique(s), etc?

Expertise. Do they or I have expertise and/or knowledge deep enough on the conversation topic to contribute, or is this a one-sided exchange? If it is a one-sided exchange is this one they wish to engage in? If one is teaching the other, does this exchange require Gebo? Is this an initate-only conversation? Does special care taken to avoid speaking on intiatory matters, or other considerations? Can the matter be talked about in enough depth for the conversation to be meaningful while avoiding initation-bound material, ideas, or experiences? Will the conversation deepen one or both of our expertise, or contribute to it in some way?

Gebo. Do you and they desire to have exchanges of ideas, techniques, opinions, experiences, and/or just to have comraderie in the exploration of a topic? Are you and they able to exchange well, in whatever capacity the conversation needs, whether it is 50/50, 10/90, etc? Is the conversation held respectfully, with care for the parties involved, and does it deepen understanding, appreciation, and/or lead to other experiences?

This might seem like a lot of consideration for conversations. Remember the points I raised in On The Need for Deeper Conversations:

This is an aspect of the deeper conversations seldom talked about: getting deeper into conversation and moving beyond the 101 requires a vulnerability that laying down the basic theology, praxis, and structures of Heathenry does not require. Even some 200-level conversations on subjects like the basics of how to do magic can be so dependent on one’s home culture, focus, and individual expression that it opens us up to scrutiny in ways merely talking about what magic is in Heathenry does not. For example, how one does útiseta might be a 200 or 300-level conversation. Depending on what comes out of the experiences you have with it, though, you might be having 400+-level conversations. In other words, the folks you hope to talk with about the subject at hand are going to need to have significant knowledge and experience with the topic, not merely a basic theoretical understanding, to have dialogue with you.

If the folks I am looking at having these deeper conversations with are those I feel safe with, trust, and have the relevant expertise/knoweledge/understanding to have the conversation with, generally I will have the conversation. The Heathen Spiritwork Discord I run, which is attached to my Patreon, is an ongoing example of this, especially with our biweekly meetings. We check in, talk about experiences and current projecs, and how things are going with spiritwork. These are folks I am in direct community with, and who have trusted me or trust me now to work with them in spiritual consultation, Rune readings, and the like. The Gebo goes both ways in terms of trust, vulnerability, and conversation.

There are some relationships with Ginnreginn I have that simply are not for public consumption. I have several relationships that I hold quite close to the chest, and have no need to explore with others beyond Them. Sometimes I am still working through the understanding I have of certain vaettir and I am not ready to share. Right now, I can say this about the Álfar. Here is a group of Beings I thought I would not hold much of a relationship with, and thanks to a patron and one of my partners, I am in far more deep with Them than I thought I would be. I am having ongoing interactions, and still experiencing things on my own and with my partner in this area that are still moving things around. Perhaps when things are more settled I will be ready to more publicly talk on them.

When I do find there is something I want to share and the other person is cool with it, then we decide on how and where we want to talk. If the conversation needs to be completely private then face-to-face is best. If the person wants to be able to refer back to the conversation, an app like Zoom, Marco Polo, and the like can be excellent ways to connect. They are among my most common. If privacy isn’t as big a concern or connection is just easier over text, Discord tends to be my choice. Does the conversation need to be public? Then, my first choice tends to be here on WordPress, and more recently, the Pagan.plus Mastodon server.

I hope that answered the question how you were hoping, Maleck!

On the Need for Deeper Conversations

An issue I have seen come to the fore a few times around now as a polytheist, animist, Pagan, and Heathen, is the idea of 100, 200, and 300-level discourse. I touched on this with my post on being a teacher in the Heathen communities, but not as in depth as I will go into here. I have had an issue with these various communities for quite a while: so much of the material out there is 100-level material, and what material does make it to 200 or 300+ often does not get discussed or receives much in the way of support. What is worse, is that because folks are constantly reinventing the wheel, proverbially or mythologically take your pick, we never really progress far beyond 100 or 200-level in our writing or experiences.

The posts I have been writing on spiritual politics have been fairly cathartic for me because it is digging into deeper stuff than 100 or 200-level. To be frank, I find the spiritual politics discussions to be 300-level or better for the most part. While there is nothing wrong with most folks stopping after 100 or 200-level, we as collective communities need to be more engaged in deeper discussions if we hope to develop them further. For the most part this takes us away from the well-worn path of the written and archaeological sources.

Why?

Because our useful information stops. At some point there is not any more information to reconstruct from unless we are willing to look at other sources. In the case for Heathens this is tends toward looking to folklore, and Lacouteaux is one of our best English-translated resources for this. Once you hit a certain period though, the folklore either stops being relevant or the descriptions of concepts or Beings, like particular vaettir like the dvergar and álfar, tend to blend together. The information just stops being relevant to Heathenry after a certain point. This takes a lot of Heathens out of their comfort zone because from here on out everything is based in personal and communal experience, knowledge, and experimentation.

This unwillingness within large parts of the community to work beyond the bounds of the source material of the home culture(s) our Heathen worldview is based in cuts us off from considering and then exploring both the heights and depths that are possible within Heathenry. If all we ever consider is what is essentially 100 and 200 material at most then we cannot develop much as communities. We also cannot develop expertise in various fields within them, or even individually. If we limit ourselves to what has been found in the written sources we are mostly limiting ourselves to what the elites wanted written down and what has been filtered through Christian lenses in both the sources we have and most of their interpretation. Even if we include what we have through archaeological investigation we have precious little to go on outside of certain better-represented time periods and classes of people. Common people are woefully underrepresented in both written and archaeological sources. It is hard to overstate how much physical material is completely lost to time.

This overreliance on written and archaeological academia to act as an arbiter for our religious communities keeps us from the full range of Heathen religious expressions, understandings, and experiences because we have limited our options of what is possible. In so doing we cut off our ability to innovate, to develop new ways of living with our Ginnreginn, and to bring our experiences into the accepted customs and expression. In short, we cut off our ability to form living cultures. To be clear, reconstructionism is a methodology that relies on good data from academia to both keep the process honest and be useful to the projects we have. However, written and archaeological sources are the maps and not the territory of our lived religions. We cannot be bound not to see a mountain or valley because the map is out of date.

This gating off conversations to mostly 100-level subjects serves another purpose: it keeps a captive audience for books and other forms of media creation in its easiest-to-market niche. 100-level books tend to generate the most revenue in part because they are the only ones available to the everyday person, seeing both the widest distribution and marketing. The religion sections for most bookstores are vanishingly small, and most tend to be full of Christian books with a smattering of Buddhist, Hindu, and Jewish books. I have to look elsewhere for anything related to our religions, often in the New Age or similar sections, and these tend to be mostly 100-level books on witchcraft like Wicca for the Solitary Practitioner by Scott Cunningham.

This trend also exists in other forms of media, including my own. I spent 19 YouTube videos exploring The Basics of Heathenry. While it did take a bit of time and work to script, record, and edit, it is information I already knew, have taught in other contexts like workshops, and required no deep vulnerability on my part to impart to others. I am fortunate in that I am not bound to this, either for purposes of income or interest, and that both 3 Pagans on Tap and Around Grandfather Fire have a lot of leeway to dig deeper and reach higher. With the initial Basics of Heathenry project finished, I can explore other topics relevant to Heathens. This takes more work, not in terms of gathering information, but willingness to be vulnerable and talk about my experiences, views, and how the shape my Heathen exoteric and esoteric practice has been changed by these.

This is an aspect of the deeper conversations seldom talked about: getting deeper into conversation and moving beyond the 101 requires a vulnerability that laying down the basic theology, praxis, and structures of Heathenry does not require. Even some 200-level conversations on subjects like the basics of how to do magic can be so dependent on one’s home culture, focus, and individual expression that it opens us up to scrutiny in ways merely talking about what magic is in Heathenry does not. For example, how one does útiseta might be a 200 or 300-level conversation. Depending on what comes out of the experiences you have with it, though, you might be having 400+-level conversations. In other words, the folks you hope to talk with about the subject at hand are going to need to have significant knowledge and experience with the topic, not merely a basic theoretical understanding, to have dialogue with you.

What information you get and what one does with the information can hit depths most folks are uncomfortable talking with. Perhaps the vaettir have touched on sensitive areas like trauma, or just subjects we are unfamliar with. Perhaps the vaettir are contravening written or archaeological evidence or including information simply not found in them. Even setting aside the esoteric side of things, developing theology, praxis, and structures beyond the basics requires us to be open to scrutiny, our methods to be open to examination, and our conclusions to be disagreed with unless we are determined to share nothing with one another.

Let me say this as clearly as possible: cultural appropriation should be condemned. Note, that I am not saying cultural appreciation or exchange should be condemned; appropriation should be. With this in mind I think it is worth us looking at what it is folks are looking for when they are reaching for pathways that are not open to them. In other words, are they reaching for something they ought not to because their own path(s) are lacking something essential they see within that culture, cultural practice, spiritual technology, etc? To be sure, some folks are reaching because they want what cannot be theirs out of a sense of entitlement. I find for those who are not, especially with white polytheists, Pagans, witches, and others in our communities who do this reaching, is that the majority of them are looking for authenticity and connection. While the desire for authenticity and connection are good things to pursue, this desire needs to be turned towards the pathways that are open to us.

If our conversations only stay in the 100, 200, or 300-level range then not only do our conversations never deepen, our experiments, experiences, and development as communities stay here as well. If we do not face our lack of resources and the new territory before us with bravery, then we condemn many of us to hunger for authenticity and connections that cannot be made without them. Rather than making a kind of Heathenry which only grasps at, or for, the spiritual technology, perspectives, information, and living wisdom of other paths, we Heathens need to dig deeper, carve surer, and explore even further with our Ginnreginn into our own forms of spiritwork, magic, folklore, and relationships with the Ginnreginn. We need to be brave enough to develop our spiritual technologies, perspectives, information, and lived wisdom with our Ginnreginn. Let us do the work to improve the soil of Heathenry for everyone as we settle our roots, communally and individually, even deeper into our Heathen religions, practices, and spiritwork.

It is easy to say “We need to talk more about x or y” or “we need to dig in deeper into a topic at such-and-such a level”. How, though, do we do that?  For starters we need to be really clear on what we mean by 100, 200, 300, and above. Are we talking for exoteric only? What about esoteric topics? Do we put exoteric and esoteric topics together, or try our best to keep them separate? I cannot answer this for everyone, I can only make my thoughts on the subject known, and hope to further dialogue. It might be that thinking of things in this way is completely backwards, or just the wrong way to go as a model. However, we do need to begin to have some dialogue about it and this is using models of experience and expertise that we have. Wherever we can, we should develop our own ways of understanding and reckoning our ideas, experiences, and expertise as animists, as polytheists, and as Heathens.

I am going to propose a structure so that we can get to deeper conversations. It is not the do-all end-all, but my hope is that it can be a good place to start. Exoteric is defined as “suitable for or communicated to the general public. not belonging, limited, or pertaining to the inner or select circle, as of disciples or intimates. popularsimplecommonplace. pertaining to the outside; exteriorexternal.” Exoteric practices, then, are those that are obvious, that anyone in a given religion can do. For Heathens these are things like hearth cultus, prayer, making offerings, and doing basic divination, such as a simple yes/no to see if an offering or sacrifice was accepted. Whatever these practices are requires no special knowledge, training, expertise, or study to do right or well.

Esoteric is defined as “understood by or meant for only the select few who have special knowledge or interest; recondite:poetry full of esoteric allusions. belonging to the select few. private; secret; confidential. (of a philosophical doctrine or the like) intended to be revealed only to the initiates of a group:the esoteric doctrines of Pythagoras.” Where exoteric practices are those that anyone can do, esoteric practiced are generally only regularly practiced by a handful of individuals. For Heathens, among these folks would, among many possible practices, be those who engage in Runework, seiðr, spá, and/or those who work to cultivate direct encounters with the Ginnreginn.

Now, if this last part seems like it is a mainstay of modern Pagan religions, including Heathenry, it is. A lot of modern Pagan religions in America can trace their start to the influence of Wicca. It was not and is not unusual for a lot of American animists, polytheists, Heathens, and Pagans in general to get their start in various Wiccan or Wiccan-derived religions. At some point folks in this circumstance may bring in additional religious identities or transition out of the Wiccan/Wicca-derived religion. Since Heathenry is not doctrinally exclusivist most folks bring their practices and experiences that worked from previous religions with them into it.

There are plenty of other reasons for why folks in modern Heathenry have or are incorporating esoteric practices. Some folks come into Heathenry through direct experience of the Ginnreginn and develop an exoteric practice in response to that. Other folks in modern times are actively moving away from religions which are primarily exoteric or have few accessible/desirable esoteric practies. Whatever the reason, a significant amount of folks in modern American Heathenry have religious practices that are a blend of exoteric and esoteric.

For purposes of our conversation, and to deepen it, I will put forward that most esoteric discussion is going to be 300-level for the most part. Why?

100-level subjects are the rudiments and baselines of Heathen practice. This is how to start and engage in the absolute basics of the religion. Among 100-level subjects would be about Who the Ginnreginn are, the particular Heathen cosmology one is part of and how we fit into it, how to begin and maintain a hearth cult, how to pray, how to offer, and how to maintain right relationship with the Ginnreginn.

200-level subjects build on the rudiments and baseline. This includes many of the ‘why’ for why we do a thing at the 100-level. Some folks may find it odd that I put the most of the ‘why’ behind the 200-level and not 100. The reason for that is the practice of Heathenry is something that can be understood in its basic forms by most anyone who engages in it. My young kid does not understand all the ins and outs of the religion. At the 100-level understanding the why we do a thing is simpler or is less pressing than understanding the what or how of doing something. When we make prayers at the stalli, she knows the expectation is to look at the Ginnreginn when we do so, and to bow when we are finished. It will be some time before she has the capacity to understand all the “whys” for why we do what we do.

Examples of 200-level subjects would be: connecting with Gods in ritual through the use of particular heiti, beginning reconstruction and revival work in general, and the use of basic liturgical language in ritual. I consider developing or working with liturgical language beyond some basic phrases or words, such as those used to greet Ginnreginn, to be higher than 200. It requires specialized knowledge and experience to do well. Other examples of 200-level practices would be applying genealogical resources to Ancestor cultus, engaging in more specialized cultus than the hearth like an athletic cultus or a cultus based in a field of study,  and producing religious artwork, prayers, and rituals. Using 200-level courses in college as our basis here, 200s are often the applications of the basic subjects you learned about into specialized ways that deepen your knowledge, understanding, and expertise of the subject.

300-level subjects are about building expertise from the previous levels, generally towards an object of study. In college level courses these tend to go towards Bachelor and Master degrees, and the focus is a lot narrower than the previous courses. In my experience, specific forms of psychology were covered as part of getting through my BS in Psychology program. The higher the number the more specialized and nuanced the topic, eg the lower 300s were broader like Abnormal Psychology and the higher 300s were courses like Statistics in Psychology. 400-level courses were mostly relegated to Master degrees, 600 to PhD, and 700 to postdoc courses.

Examples of 300-level subjects would be the study of seiðr, spá, Runework, and in my view, any form of spiritwork I could think of. There is a need for foundation in and grounding in the basics and study of 100 and 200-level work in order to effectively understand what we are doing, why, how it works, and what the effects of a given action can entail. That grounding in the basics of Heathenry are necessary to troubleshoot and to determine when a given form of spiritwork would be effective, or if it would be called for at all. The grounding in 100 and 200-level work is necessary for discernment for ourselves, and especially if we hope to do any of this work for others. This grounding is also necessary for developing theonyms, toponyms, and related new infromation that we can bring to bear for our communities that may not require direct experience of the Ginnreginn, yet nonetheless it requires a firm foundation of knowledge to do well.

Suffice it to say, these metaphors for where we are, and where we hope to go, have limits. There is no certification process for a spiritworker beyond the Ginnreginn and maybe a teacher and/or a given community. If folks find the metaphor clunky to the point of being unwieldy, or even find the metaphor offensive, feel free to toss it and suggest another.

In no small part, why I feel so strongly on the need for deeper conversation is that they’re happening anyhow, and developing the means for understanding where we are, where we are going, and how we wish to develop ourselves individually and communally are well within our hands. Another reason is that these more esoteric questions and subjects of study, experience, and interaction with the Ginnreginn heavily impact our communities. There is direct good and harm that comes from entertaining these ideas, let alone engaging in the study and experience of the ideas here. Far better for us to take an active interest in developing the conversations for our own sakes than to find ourselves in situations where we have to make judgment calls we are not prepared for. By moving these conversations along we can better situate our communities for the future they will be coming into. My hope is that, looking back, we will see our efforts as turning points that brought needed dialogue and work to our communities that inform and empower both exoteric and esoteric expression within and between our communities far into the future.

Patreon Poem/Prayer/Song 60: For Sky, Great Watcher Above

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This request was made by Maleck for Sky, Great Watcher Above.

The eyes of a billion Ancestors shines through Your face

Your hackles rain down life upon the Worlds in Your passing

Your Eyes shine upon the Worlds in dark and light

Your fur clothes the darkness

Your breath is our breath

Your Howl sets the Worlds to Howling

The skies shake with Your rage

Lightning boils in Your body

You purify with air, light, and sound

You bring life and safeguard it

Singer of snow and sleet

Drench-dancer and Dry-Stepper!

Breeze-blesser and Storm-Striker!

O World-Guarding Wolf!

O Endless Pack Above!

O Boundless Bounder!

O Lifebringer!

Hail Sky, Great Watcher Above!