Today I did galdr with Othala.
Today I was distracted internally quite a bit. I did extra cleansing, and emphasized deep breathing even more, doing deep breath work up to nine times in a row before moving on between parts of the galdr work, and 9 times between each round. It did the trick.
In the first round of galdr, the first part I experienced with an ancestral home of some kind, possibly ancient Ancestors as I did not recognize the landscape at all except that there was a grove or forest on the land. The land was mostly plains or expanses of grazing area. I felt very at home there despite the lack of a standing home. I remember some kind of mountain or rocky outcropping nearby. The next part of the galdr I experienced standing before an Ancestor’s grave. Then, as I looked at the grave, the land around me changed and I found myself standing still but the scene around me changing, as though someone had hit ‘shuffle’ and was standing in a lot of different graveyards simultaneously. The last part of the first round I was standing outside in my grove at the home I’ve lived at most of my life.
In the second round of galdr, the first part I felt compelled to sing with a high note, and suddenly felt the crush of Disir around me. I knew some of Their voices, and heard others’. The next part of the round I had an even tone, and Ancestors of my lines came forward, all speaking excitedly, some talking to each other. The last part of the second round, I sang the Rune in a deep, resonating voice, and the Väter arrived, in similar fashion to the Disir. It was being utterly surrounded by the Ancestors…and it felt very warm, familiar, and safe while also feeling like a bit of a kick in the ass. In this month I will start doing small, 5-15 minute sessions of prayer each day for the Ancestors.
In the third round of galdr, the first part I saw how to bring landvaettir into one’s own fold. Making oneself and the particular landvaettir or landvaettr part of each other’s Ancestral lines. I will not describe what I saw or how to do it here. It seems…improper to do. The next part of the third round I saw how to honor landvaettir of the place one lives in, especially land that is inherited and is truly Ancestral land. In the last part of the round, I saw how to inter the Dead into the land, to bring the land and the Ancestors together in the mound.
I did quite a bit more cleansing with the Sacred Fire and a few more prayers than usual this time around. When I came out of the Runework headspace, I felt quite clean, and very good.